Okay, so I am 12 and life has become harder and harder to go by.

My mom has anger management issues (according to me, of course) and whenever I talk about anything, she somehow finds a way to get impatient and then abuses me by threatening me to do things and she is really nasty with her word choice. She calls me — her DAUGHTER! — bad words, and then pretends she didn’t mean it when we make up eventually. She hits me and slaps me and throws me to the floor and pinches me and insults me until I can’t take it no more.

Anyway, please help me! I don’t know what to do… my mom wants to know every little thing I’m doing and always threatens to take things away from me — of course, never actually does it — but still. I can’t take it!

She doesn’t let me get another ear pierce (I have one on each ear since birth though) and doesn’t let me get a Louis Vuitton even with my own money and she doesn’t like me posting "normal" teenage pictures on facebook, but doesn’t say much against it but criticism. I can’t handle life. She gives me waaay too many rules and restrictions and I have to life by them. And NO privacy — absolutely an invasion of privacy. My dad bought this software which lets him stalk me and hack into my history or whatever.

I’ve got too much of my life ahead and too much future already planned. I wanna be a model and a magazine editor plus open my own clothing line and production company in New York City and go to NYU. I also wanna hit Vegas with friends at 21 since I’ve got a very active social life and go to bars, clubs, casinos to gamble, etc. Maybe a one-night stand? I don’t know yet, whatever.

However, my parents don’t let me wear makeup, high heels or live my life, really. I find myself wanting to kill myself but having doubts because I have friends who really care about me and my mom and dad also but my mom has temper issues quite often, actually. I don’t wanna take it all away; I owe it to nature to live life.

Please help.

Thank you.
-Tiffany

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